update

Tuesday I had my levels checked and it looks like they're seeing them plummet the way they want to see them...

I had a reaction - dizzy, nauseous Monday to the meds so I stopped taking them. I am in not too much pain anymore anyway.

I am starting to feel the emotional pain of what's happening now - starting to deal with it. It's hard but I guess I wouldn't be normal if I didn't feel it. Since I am an open person, please talk to me. I appreciate all those who have showed you care.

To top it off, Kaylee has perferred Eric much more as I recover. She knows I don't nurse her now, and now I can't play in the bath anymore either. It is sad for me as she cries with me and reaches for him, but I know it will pass too - she is too little to understand that her Mom is going through something. Eric can be Mom right now.